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Transcript Of An Exorcism

by restwithoutrelaxation

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1.
No No god no No no god no I scream as the world melts I don’t know what the fuck to do I can’t help but try and get away from you Look me in the eyes as I melt away I don’t know what the fuck to do I can’t help but get away from you Look me in the eyes as I Melt away Away (melt away) Away As I melt away Away Away As I Melt Melt Melt As I melt away Away Away As I Oh I don't know I don't know anymore I don't know I’m not here Just please help Just Just please Just Just please, I’m not here Not here Where am I Where am I
2.
Bleed myself dry Bleed myself dry Bleed myself dry Bleed myself Dry Walk into the bathroom Stare at myself in the mirror Obsessive picking Obsessive thoughts Deconstruct My flesh and bone Panicked and gasping Oh Wait a minute I don’t know what I’m doing here Oh god Look at me Why did I do this Why can’t I stop Oh fuck, this mirror seeps my soul Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror My heart My soul Something new Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror Walk into a death trap Blood on the bathroom mirror Blood on the bathroom mirror
3.
Can’t remember what you said Your voice still stuck in my head I can’t get it out Can’t get you out of my head Don’t remember what you said What you said Whispering behind my eyes, plague me Indented thoughts like old scars Would your ghost just, let me be Can’t remember what you said Your voice still stuck in my head I can’t get it out Out, out Can’t get you out of my head Don’t remember what you said What you said I’m so tired of the things you say And so we’re stuck on this issue once again And I know By the way you look at me This isn’t something that can be solved with words I will not argue for the sake of arguing anymore I refuse to do this again I refuse to do this again Again I can’t get you out of my head Everything I think is something you’d say Every word I think is just Something wrong with me I don't know What to do To get you out of my fucking head Something that you said Something you said Oh, oh my god Get out of my fucking head Get out of my fucking head Get out of my fucking head Godammit.
4.
I feel isolated in a dream Unable to grasp my purpose or direction Left to wonder if my life is deception Or if my mind is clouded by endless delusion I’m tired of waking up to the fog I’m tired of the machine I want to be free of these limits that my mind and body put on me Make me the aether Strip soul from flesh Let me be the unbound, free and endless existence I crave Free of these mental walls and bodily pains that plague me I wish not to have a body Or a face Only a soul and the ability to exist absent my fate given limitations I want to be the void But escape from the vessel is a fool's errand (Exit my home Pray I drift east I am the fog in the sky The fluorescent light That plagues your mind While you sleep I need escape From this feeling)
5.
Empty houses line the street I feel like I am diseased Empty houses line the streets I feel like I am diseased Exit my home Pray I drift east I am the fog in the sky The fluorescent light That plagues your mind While you sleep I need escape From this feeling Empty houses line the streets I feel like I am diseased Empty houses line the streets I feel like I am diseased Exit stage left Crawl back west Hours from home The engine drones Street lights replaced, White light invade I need escape From this feeling Forgotten, dreaming, create Memories you can never escape Forgotten, dreaming, create Memories you can never escape
6.
I leave the place I knew you behind I will go my own way I am free of your voice Your thoughts, they are not mine I leave them behind I leave you behind I leave this behind I leave the place I knew you behind I will go my own way I am free of your voice Your thoughts, they are not mine I leave them behind I leave you behind I leave this behind I hope One day You see you’re not worth the fucking effort To me Oh You hope I fail in every endeavor I try But you're worthless to me I leave you behind I leave you behind I leave this behind

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released February 10, 2023

Luna McGrath - Drums
Liam Serwin - Bass
May Welch - Vocals, Lyrics
Sam Gudgel - Guitar, Engineering
Lauren Nystrom - Album Art

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